Thursday, May 13, 2010
I want to be a part of nature. Like a leaf on the tallest tree. The rock on the steepest mountain. The giant wave in an ocean. a worm in the beak of an eagle. Or a raindrop coming from a dark cloud. I want to be like nature. I want to be appreciated. I want to feel I am part of an ecosystem where no one will survive if something is missing in the cycle. I want to be a part of someone.
And I guess it is too much to ask for. Because everything I wanted wasn’t exactly happening right now. There’s such a big hole inside my heart, my soul, my whole being. Like I am here but I don’t know if I got substance. If I am essential.
I want to be a part of nature. And just wait for the wind to blow me.